feeling discouraged

sometimes you just have to face it, not all boys are willing to be men. 

maybe my expectations of my brothers in christ were too high. maybe im too sensitive. all i know is what i feel.

i feel like no one considered me in their childish game.

i feel like no one understands the importance of treating a woman as a person, with all the same insecurities, doubts, desires and hopes as everyone else.

i feel like no one is willing to speak the truth to each other.

i feel like this is not love.